The shutters in the drawing room of the house in Clermont Ferrand were
always kept closed during the summer months to protect the antique
furniture from the sun, especially the lacquered top of the grand
piano, which stood at an angle in the large bow window, squatting like
a giant toad on its turned-out legs. It was covered with a white lace
cloth upon which sat a weighty stack of music scores and the large
blue Limoges ternne in which Madame Lafitte always kept an abundant
supply of Nestles plain chocolate secreted under its patterned lid.
So efficient were the shutters that it was always impossible to see
anything in that room, even at ten o'clock on a summer's morning when
the sun was high enough to clear the trees that lined the rue Blatin
and hit the front of the house full-on. But if one entered quietly
when nobody else was about and took c .ire not to bump into anything,
it was actually possible to smell one's way around the room, which
turned out to be so much more exciting than actually being able to see
it. Starting on an anticlockwise course, the fireplace came first with
its acrid reek of cold, unswept chimney; next the long bookshelves,
which gave a heady whiff of leather; round past the grand piano, which
was always sweet with beeswax; feel one's way to one side of Dr
Lafitte's high-sided armchair with the rich aroma of hair oil on its
linen head cloth; then along the smooth-fronted sideboard, which gave
off first the obnoxious tang of spent pipe tobacco, followed by the
fading bouquet of potpourri; and then, finally,journey's end came by
the small Louis XV chair nestling beside the door, which ponged of
Madame Lafitte's two elderly Pekineses.
It was during one of these unsighted sojourns, when the perpetrator
had decided to widen the search for new discoveries behind the grand
piano, that a foot came into contact with some form of solid object,
causing it to sound off a muffled reverberation in protest. After a
moment of thumping heartbeat, during which ears were sharply attuned
to the possible approach of footsteps, small hands were used to
explore the shape of the object. First curvaceous around its base,
then into a narrow waist, then some smaller curves before its lines
ran parallel to the top. Imagination could not help in any way to
understand what the box contained, and that was not to be of any
satisfaction to one so curious. Accordingly, ten little fingers sought
to break the sacrosanct spell of darkness, gripping hard at the edge
of one of the tall shutters and pulling it open to allow the narrowest
sliver of light to fall upon the box and upon nothing else. The little
girl in the shapeless cotton dress and dirty plimsolls, who now
revealed herself for the first time to her inanimate acquaintances in
the room, knelt down in front of the box and slowly undid the three
spring catches on the lid, and then carefully, oh, so carefully, she
opened it up.
She did not touch its contents. She just gazed at them, so mesmerised
by what she saw that, after an unknown quantity of time, she felt no
discomfort from kneeling on the hard parquet floor, nor was she aware
of the commotion that had started outside the room.
‘You try upstairs, Marie. I will look for her down here.’
A door on the opposite side of the hallway groaned open on unoiled
hinges before being closed immediately with an echoing bang, and then
the door to the drawing room was opened and a light turned on.
‘Angelique? Are you in here?’
As she stood by the door, the woman, who, despite her advanced age,
was tall and upright and elegantly turned out, her grey hair pinned in
a circular plait to the back of her head, was puzzled by the crack of
light that showed through the shutters. She walked over to the window
and let out a cry of surprise when she came across the little girl
huddled on her knees behind the piano.
‘Oh, Angelique, what a fright you gave me,' she said, clutching a hand
to her white-bloused heart. 'What are you doing in here, little one?'
The little girl looked up at the old lady, her face radiant with
delight. 'What is this?' she asked, pointing at her discovery.
The lady was so warmed by the child's expression that any thought of
reprimand quickly melted from her mind. 'That, Angelique, is a
violin.'
'Is it very special?'
The old lady smiled. 'That one is, yes.' She held a finger up to the
little girl. 'You wait right there. I must tell your mother I found
you.' She walked over to the door and called out,'Marie?' into the
hallway.
'I have not yet found her, Madame Lafitte,' a panicked voice sounded
out from some distant point on the upper landing.
'She is down here in the drawing room, Marie, so calm yourself
Madame Lafitte walked back to the bay window, placing her long,
graceful hands on the back of a low armchair and pushing it on squeaky
castors to where Angelique remained as instructed, her face no more
than ten inches away from the instrument.
The old lady sat, tucking in her grey worsted skirt under her legs and
shifting her knees demurely to one side. She reached down and lightly
moved a thumb over the strings. The tone of the violin was muted by
the thick green baize that lined its box.
'It was given to me by my father many years ago,' Madame Lafitte said,
as if beginning the telling of a fairy tale. 'He was a very kind and
generous man. I had not long started playing the violin when he came
home with it one evening. "Lillian," lie said to me, "if you want to
be a really excellent violinist, you need the assistance of more than
just a good teacher." So lie gave me that case, and I, like you,
opened it up and just stared at it in wonderment.' She reached down
and pulled the violin case towards her. 'Of course, it is only a small
one because I was very young at the time.'
'How old were you?' the little girl asked, briefly taking her eyes off
the violin to look up at Madame's kindly wrinkled face.
Madame Lafitte laughed. 'Oh, now that is difficult. Not as young as
you, at any rate. What are you now? Six? Seven?'
'Six and a half
'Well, I think I was probably about ten, and—'
Madame Lafitte was interrupted by the arrival of a heavy tread and an
unhealthy wheezing in the room. In the doorway si out I a large woman
with a wild tangle of brown curls adorning the top of a very red and
very round face. Her figure, which resembled that of an all-in
wrestler, was encased in a sleeveless floral overall that looked large
enough to double as a two-man tent and under which, judging from the
expanse of bosom revealed she wore little other than an overloaded,
flesh-coloured brassiere, the straps of which were almost lost in the
pudginess of her shoulders. Below the bivouac, her thick legs were
sheathed in black calf-length stockings that ran amok with ladders,
while her considerable weight was borne by a pair of battered, woollen
bedroom slippers.
‘Oh, Madame,' she gasped, .as she rocked her way over to the piano. ‘I
am so sorry. I cannot understand what she was thinking of. She knows
this room is interdite.’ She placed her fists on her wide hips
and frowned angrily down at her daughter. 'Angelique,' she boomed, her
voice suddenly taking on the force and volume of a Marseillaise
fishwife, 'you come out from behind that piano and apologise
immediately to Madame.'
Seeing the fear on the little girl's face as she got to her feet and
quickly backed away as far as the bay window would allow, Madame
Lafitte held up a hand. 'It's all right, Mane,' she said in a calming
voice, 'no harm has been done. It is good for little girls to be so
inquisitive.'
'But not here in your house, Madame. That is unforgivable. She can be
as inquisitive as she likes in her own home, but not here at my work.'
'And how much more work do you have to do this morning?' Madame
Lafitte asked, trying to steer matters away from Angelique's trivial
misdemeanor.
'I have yet to finish off the polishing in Dr Lafitte's study, Madame,
and then if I might leave the dining room until tomorrow, I would be
very grateful. I have to be home to make lunch for all my family.'
'What?' Madame Lafitte asked quizzically, knowing that the three
Pascal sons and elder daughter laboured alongside their father in a
furniture factory on the outskirts of the city. Marie Pascal had been
working in the house for nearly eight years, and consequently Madame
Lafitte knew that Angelique's birth had been a bizarre mistake,
remembering well the woman's surprise and shock on discovering that
she was pregnant fourteen years after her previous confinement. 'Why
would they be home on a Wednesday? Do they not all have lunch in the
canteen?'
Angelique's mother flicked back her head. 'Of course, that is usually
the case, Madame, but today, they are all on strike.'
Madame Lafitte clicked her tongue. 'Oh, not another strike. How long
is this one going to last?'
The housekeeper threw out her hands. 'Je ne sais pas, Madame. I
hope a very short time, otherwise there will be no food in the house
for me to cook for them.'
'Well, Marie, you get yourself off home when you have finished
the study, and while you are doing that, I shall keep Angelique here
with me so that she does not feel the need to carry out any more of
her explorations.'
'Oh, you need not trouble yourself. Angelique will come to sit quietly
at the kitchen table and wait for me to finish my work. She has been—'
'Mane,' Madame Lafitte cut in sharply, 'I am very happy to have
Angelique with me here. We are going to have a little talk about the
violin.'
Mane frowned. 'The violin, Madame? Angelique would not know what such
a thing is.'
'In that case, I would like to explain it to her.' With a shake of her
head and a low muttering to herself, Angelique's mother turned and
headed towards the door, running a yellow duster she had taken from
the front pocket of her overall along the full length of the sideboard
before departing the room.
Madame Lafitte smiled conspiratorially at the little girl, who had
waited for her mother to leave before sinking to her knees in front of
the violin once more. Angelique watched with wide eyes as the violin
was taken from its case and the bow unclipped from the lid. Madame
Lafitte placed the violin under her chin and plucked at each of the
strings, turning the small wooden pegs at the end of the fingerboard
to tune the instrument.
'Oh, my word, it has been so long since I have played. My fingers are
not so nimble nowadays and also the violin is quite small for me, so
you must be ready to excuse a great many mistakes, Angelique.'
The little girl watched as the old lady straightened her back, held
the bow lightly against the strings, and then began to play
Immediately the dark, soulless room was warmed by the sweetest sound
that Angelique had ever heard. She stared open-mouthed at the hand
that moved effortlessly over the strings, at the fingers that quivered
to make every note resound more beautifully, and at Madame Lafitte's
face, which suddenly seemed to have become so much younger than
before. Oh, it's like magic, Angelique thought to herself; this is the
most special thing I have ever discovered.
When Madame Lafitte eventually finished playing, she laid the violin
and bow across her knees and smiled at Angelique. 'Well, that wasn't
so bad, was it? Not so many mistakes after all.'
'Do you always have to pretend you're sleeping when you play?'
Angelique asked.
Madame Lafitte laughed. 'No, my dear, I close my eyes to concentrate.
One has to try to become part of the music, and if you are not looking
at other things, like the piano there, or even at you, then you are
not distracted.'
'If I closed my eyes, would I be able to play?'
'I don't know. Would you like to have a try?'
With a gasp of amazement, Angelique jumped to her feet. 'Am I allowed
to?'
'Of course you are. The violin might still be un pen grand for you,
but let's see if we can't play a note or two. Come here and stand
beside me.'
When the violin was placed under the little girl's chin, her face was
at such an angle that she had to squint her eyes sideways to look at
the strings. Madame Lafitte bit at her lip pensively. 'Now, that does
not look very comfortable.'
'Oh, it's very comfortable,' exclaimed the little girl, terrified the
old lady would take the violin away from her.
'All right, then.' She put the bow in Angelique's free hand and raised
the girl's arm so that the bow rested on the fourth string of the
violin.'We are only going to use this string, so that is the one the
fingers of your other hand need to press, tu comprends?'
'Oui.'
'Bon. So let us start with that finger, which we call your fourth
finger, and now gently move the bow across the string.'
Angelique did what she was told and the violin emitted an ear-piercing
screech. The girl let out a shrill laugh.'That sounds like the noise
our cat makes when Papa stands on its tail by mistake!'
Madame Lafitte smiled. 'In that case, we must immediately stop the
suffering of your poor cat! Come on, we shall try encore une fois.'
The note, this time, came out almost perfect.
'That was wonderful, Angelique. Well done, you. Now what I want—'
But Angelique had already begun to play again, this time with her eyes
screwed tightly closed, and when she repeated the note, she mirrored
the technique of the quivering finger that she had seen Madame Lafitte
use. It resounded exactly as the old lady's had done. So Angelique
pressed her third finger to the string and pulled the bow back across
it, and again the lower note came out as pure as the last. And then
she moved to the second finger, and after an initial screech, she
readjusted her little wrist and the note once more came out perfect.
The old lady did not try to stop her, but watched the girl's tenacity
with fascination. 'All right, now let's try the next string over. The
same thing again.'
The bow and the fingers moved together to the next string, and
following one false start, three perfect notes were sounded, the
playing hand arched just as it should be to avoid coming into contact
with the fourth string, and then, without prompting, Angelique moved
back to that string and played the three original notes again.
'Do you want to try the second string now?'
Angelique did not reply, nor did she open her eyes, her fingers
feeling instinctively for the next string. Madame Lafitte could tell
from the expression on the girl's face that this was indeed .in effort
with fingers as short as hers. She managed almost immediately one
clear note before the moment was broken by the sound of the
drawing-room door being forcefully opened. Angelique's mother entered
the room, pulling on an enormous raincoat.
"That's the study finished, Madame. Again, I am sorry about my
daughter’s behaviour and I can assure you that it will not happen a
second time.'
Madanie Lafitte did not give her a reply, but with a gentle smile took
the violin from the little girl. She could tell, in that second, that
a spell had been shattered, and she saw the longing in Angelique's
eyes as the violin was replaced in its case.
'Marie, why is Angelique here today? Why is she not at school?'
'There was a holiday today, Madame. Oh, I cannot tell you how sorry I
am that I brought her. In future, I will—'
'I would like you to bring her here at any time that you possibly can,
schooldays or not.' She turned and looked at the housekeeper. 'Would
you be able to do that?'
Angelique's mother was perplexed by the request.
'Madame? 'I'm not sure what you—'
'It's very simple to understand, Marie. Would somebody be able to
bring Angelique to my house every day and then fetch her later?'
'May I ask why?'
'Because I want to teach her the violin.'
The housekeeper let out a short laugh. 'The violin? Ah, Madame, it is
very kind of you, but you don't want to bother yourself trying to
teach my daughter—'
'Marie, what I do in my own time is my affair. So, the question still
stands. Can someone bring Angelique to my house every day and then
collect her at a later time?'
Angelique's mother shrugged her huge shoulders. 'There are six of us
in the house. I suppose someone can walk her round, but it would
depend on the shifts that the others work.'
'It doesn't matter. Anytime. I am always here.'
'Very well, Madame.'
Madame Lafltte put her arms around Angelique, who had come to stand
enthralled beside her. The old lady planted a kiss on the side of her
short dark hair, before whispering in her ear, 'I think, Angelique, my
dear, that one day you will become an exceptional violinist.'